This short story was written for the audience at the beloved Greenville Free Methodist Church in October 2019. I believe the parallels to the situation of an immigrant are helpful in building empathy and understanding.
“The Commuter”
You live and work in Greenville. You have three children who love the community and participate in a lot of activities locally. You make enough money that your spouse doesn’t need to work outside the home, which is great because the kids and household chores have a lot of demands. You feel like you make enough money to live a decent life, but you’ve never been able to tuck much away into savings – it always seems like once you get a few hundred dollars ahead, something happens and you are back to living paycheck-to-paycheck again.
One day, you arrive at work and learn that the entire business is closing. Your local job is gone. The worst part is that it’s happening to 350 employees at once – so any other local jobs are quickly snatched up by the workers who don’t have families, who don’t need the higher incomes and can work for lower wages in Greenville.
You learn of an opportunity in St. Louis. Commuting isn’t what you prefer, but you have to support your family. You start driving daily to work. The job is fine, but the time and money you spend for the commute is kind of oppressive. You miss the simple times, when you had a 4-minute drive to work, when you could run home for lunch, when you could fit in a dentist appointment after work. Your kids openly resent that you are missing a lot of their sporting events, and your spouse is irritated that you aren’t as helpful around the house. You are tired all week, living for the weekend – but those aren’t restful either, with all the family activities going on. You’re having to work really hard to just not be grouchy with the family.
After a few months of commuting, you start to wonder how long you can keep this up. Without even asking your family if they want to move, you seek the counsel of a real estate agent. She tells you that your home value has tanked since the business closure, and that houses are very difficult to sell right now. You calculate and realize that even after 8 years of faithfully paying the mortgage, you are upside-down on your home since the market has tanked. Having very little savings, you feel economically helpless – your main asset is virtually worthless. You feel a heavy guilt that your children may not have the opportunities you had intended for them to have. You also realize that your children would be traumatized by a move, so you resolve to keep commuting – even though it’s tough on your health and tough on the family.
One day in the news, it’s announced that – in an effort to cut down on traffic deaths and emissions – Illinois has set a new Interstate speed limit. Your jaw hits the floor as you hear the news: the speed limit on highways is the same as in town: 25 miles per hour. Your commute will now take you 4 hours per day instead of an hour and a half. You feel very strongly that this law is ridiculous, but you can’t change it. Suddenly there is yet another barrier to providing for your family. You feel resentment, frustration, desperation.
The first week of the new law, traffic is crawling to work and back. But as people learn that the police can’t possibly enforce it for everyone, people start to go faster on the highways. Eventually, most people are driving as they used to – just keeping a careful eye out for the police. You hear that the punishment for getting caught is the loss of a driver’s license, and that scares you – but you also can’t afford to lose 4 hours a day to the commute. You get more and more used to being a person that regularly breaks the law. You live in fear of getting caught. But also, you feel validated in that your intent is pure – you just want to provide for your family. You aren’t hurting anyone. And lots of other people are doing the same thing – why would they pick on you?
Then, the news comes out that a “commuter” (that’s what they’re calling people like you, that use the highways every day) got caught on I-70 with a lot of illegal drugs in their car. Turns out, they were pretending to drive to work every day, but they were actually moving drugs across the country. This happens a few times, it’s all over the news, and suddenly the term “commuter” no longer means someone who is traveling to work to support their family – it becomes synonymous with “potential criminal”. You resent the label, because you are continuing to work so hard for your family. You are so tired. You are always afraid of getting caught going faster than that ridiculous speed limit. You feel very strongly that the law should change – but if you speak up, that puts you in real danger of being caught. So you continue to drive, watching for police, fearing the day that you are punished for breaking what you believe to be a ridiculous law.
Finally, you are so tired and fed up, you revisit the idea of moving to St. Louis. But it’s complicated: selling the house won’t gain you any money, so you will be starting with nothing. Your kids will hate you for making them move. Your spouse is scared to have to start over in a big, unfamiliar city. And with the rush of people in the same situation, the housing prices – even for rentals – are unaffordable. On top of that, there’s such a negative public view of the “commuters,” any time you interview for a new job that would pay more money, they figure out you are one of those “commuters” and assume you are into the drug trade. Also, there are some new laws that make moving across state borders really complicated and expensive. You feel stuck.
Then, one Thursday when you are driving the speed of traffic – around 55 miles per hour – you see the red and blue lights. The police officer questions you, searches your car, gives you a citation and puts you in jail while you await trial. While you are in jail, you cannot work. You lose your job. Your family is upset. Your friends are a mixture of supportive and indignant – after all, you knowingly broke the law. What did you think would happen? You maintain that the law was ridiculous, that it made it virtually impossible for you to provide for your family, that you are a good person. You never hurt anyone. And it seems senseless to get locked up, keeping you from being with your family.
You are finally released, after having to set up a payment plan for a very heavy fine. You don’t have a driver’s license anymore. Now, if you get caught driving over the speed limit, you will be in even more trouble – for driving too fast and for driving without a license. They were very clear that the second offense carries a longer sentence and more legal trouble. But with your family in serious financial trouble – between the loss of wages and the big fines – you have to find work. You secure another job in St. Louis and start driving again, this time more carefully. But the long drive means you are sleeping less than 4 hours per night.
Your family is hungry. When you were in jail, they sought help from the social services in Greenville. But because so many people are in the same situation, the shelves at the food pantry were bare. There was a new law that disqualified them from help because of your breaking of the law. You felt that was unfair, because they shouldn’t have to suffer just because you had broken the law. You’re still angry because you maintain that the law is ridiculous.
You go to apply for a new drivers license, and learn that the wait time is almost 10 years. Thankfully, your spouse finds work in St. Louis, and the roles reverse for awhile. The role reversal is hard on the family, since you aren’t used to doing all the household tasks and your spouse isn’t used to leaving the kids and commuting. But you make it work. You can’t help but wonder – would we all be happier and healthier if I were still working in Greenville?
But the real question is even more simple: why are the commuter laws so ridiculous? Why do they make it so difficult to drive and work? Why did I get labeled as a criminal just because some other commuters were running drugs? When did the term “commuter” become a bad word? Why am I getting treated so poorly, when all I wanted to do was work and provide for my family? Why does the government continue to pile on financially oppressive fines to people who are already struggling to make ends meet? At what point is my only solution to leave my family and move somewhere else, just to work so I can feed them?
This story may seem far-fetched, but it’s an attempt to put us in the shoes of an undocumented immigrant.
What can we learn of the parallels?
What was this person’s motive?
What stood in their way?
Did they violate the law?
Did that make them a bad person?
Did the law seem reasonable? I mean, it’s true…slow speed limits cut down on traffic deaths and emissions.
Were they endangering anyone?
How did the difficulty providing affect this person and their family?
What do you think may have happened if this story continued? Would the worker be forced to leave their family? Would the family all have to move?
Ideally, the economic situation in Greenville would improve. But if that doesn’t happen, what are this person’s options?
Do you see a parallel between being called a “commuter” and being called an “immigrant”? Both are innocent terms, meaning someone who travels for economic gain (to work). But they take on a negative connotation.
Do the term we use matter? How so?